so i've been having some procrastination issues lately. like right now. i have 15 journal entries due by friday on the insanely-corrupt novel 1984. so i'm letting iTunes DJ provide the background music and not doing much other than surf the net for inspiration. truthfully i think the music is distracting me, but since my IPOD WAS STOLEN i'm in need of music right now. 679 pieces of me kind of floated away, you know?

i got red extensions put in my hair... i like them, but my hair's too wavy and thick for them to really stand out or look natural. but...

haven't been writing much. that, if anything, is true. but i feel like every day is only for the purpose of suffering through. by now i would have taken a mental health day off school and just slept in and not worried about anything, but christmas break is in two weeks and i think my brain can hold out until then. burning off gray matter is what i do best.

i'd like to thank for introducing me to Tool, Parabola is the best song ever!